Skip to main content

I Promise You, You'll Get Better 🌌

You are always mistaken.

You are not being treated seriously.
Your opinion? It doesn't matter.
Sadly dear your voice can't and won't be heard.
It's like you're being muted... unconsciously and insensitively.
They don't know you are hurt.
They don't notice that their words are like daggers pointing straight to your heart.
They don't know you're in pain from feeling of being left out and alone.
Darling, I am sorry if you're feeling that pain and silent type of rejection.
I'm sorry if you're thinking that you are ugly when in fact you are full of beauty.
Your mind speaks of powerful wisdom, encouragements and positivity even if you're an overthinker.
Your heart is filled with love and forgiveness that most people don't deserve.
Your actions are forms of kindness that's so rare and precious, people nowadays don't know what that word means.

So I am sorry for not choosing to love yourself.
I am sorry if you're suffering way too much.
I am sorry if you think that people's validation of you is indispensable and would suffice your worth.
I am sorry if you feel so fucking lonely all the damn time.
I am sorry if you are a mess.
I am sorry if your too anxious everytime literally over almost anything.
I am sorry for overthinking. It just piled up to the problems and stresses you've been carrying.
I am sorry.
I deeply apologize self.
I promise to love you more.
I will try my very best not to think of everyone else's opinion of me.
I will not ask again for anyone's validation of me.
I will no longer seek attention to people who doesn't deserve me.
And I... From this moment I will try to say positive and encouraging words to myself to bury my anxiey because it fucking sucks a lot.
I don't want to get a hold of it forever.
I promise you self we will get better each day.
So don't give up. Hang in there. Keep fighting. You are loved. You just don't know it but you inspire other people. You will succeed. Keep shining and growing. You are beautiful and precious there's no one like you. Remember that. ❤💙💛🌹🌻

3|25|2021
10:49 pm

Comments

Post a Comment

Hi! Do you feel the same? Let us spread hope and kindness even if life may seem to tear us apart sometimes. 🌻

Popular posts from this blog

You Matter

Your feelings are valid. You are allowed to express every thing that you feel. You can show your smile when you remember something good. You can crack laughters. You can cry those pains out. You can be angry. You can be alone. You can meditate. You can be sassy at times. You can be a badass if you want. You can say no. You can do everything you want that you think you needed to make you sane. Darling you can do it. I'm telling you do the things that you like without considering or thinking what other people will say. Because everybody else has to say whether you do something good or bad. Remember NOBODY can dictate how you should feel or react. You own your feelings. You own your heart. You own your moment. YOU OWN YOURSELF.
Post a Comment
Read more

Can Someone Please Fathom

Afterall, I guess they never really understand a thing.  They never knew what she felt.  They never knew how hard it is for her to be tormented from all the hardships she had been through.  They never knew those crying nights.  They never knew those dull days.  They never see in her eyes that she was drowning from the past, badly screaming inside and asking for help.  But nobody does.  She thought she'll keep it up all by herself. She doesn't want her family to be bothered by it.  They will just worry somehow.  It's driving her dang crazy.  It's like living a peculiar life.  All she wants was for them to fathom every decision she was making. To comprehend her after all she'd been through.
Post a Comment
Read more